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WOW, it's been so long...yet not.

Apr. 30th, 2009 | 02:21 am
mood: nostalgicnostalgic

For some reason the thought of livejournal entered my head tonight. I haven't thought about this journal for ages. To be honest I thought I stopped this YEARS ago. To my amazement, I only stopped posting about 2 years ago.

I know that might seem long, but to me...I was in college when I stopped posting. That seems pretty recent to me. [Edit: damn facebook, makes you forget livejournal/xanga/myspace]

It's so hard to go back and read what I've posted on my other livejournal account. I realize it is so completely incoherent to anyone reading it. But amazingly it ALL makes sense to me. I have no idea what ideas, dreams, or events I was referring to in my posts, but the style of writing just screams how I think in my head, hahaha amazing! Slowly, with this "current" livejournal account, it makes some better attempt to make complete sentences without periods everywhere.

Looking back, I have a great sense of relief. At first I was going to cry reading all my frustrated and depressed feelings I had swirling my life. It makes me feel incredibly horrible about how I used to internalize events. I guess I am relieved that there is less anxiety going on in my head. Or lesser. But by having putting my writing on hold, I think there is less passion. Less drama for sure, but maybe less passion as well. Life washes over me. Hopefully in the future I will rejuvenate my affinity toward people, outings, and life starting with this journal and positive thoughts. Who knows?

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Jul. 7th, 2002 | 05:29 pm
mood: bouncybouncy

welcome welcome! mmm hm. Please comment if you'd like to be added. I assure you I am somewhat-interesting =). I'm up for meeting new people.

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